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3 days
08.05.04 (12:18 pm)   [edit]
3 days until I go camping!!
26 days left of summer
The summer went by too fast!!
Well I'm bored... soooo ttyl bye!!
 
Quotes
08.03.04 (8:52 am)   [edit]
I was bored and I found some quotes.

Enjoy life, there's plenty of time to be dead.

A friend is someone that won't begin to talk behind your back when you leave the room.

Friends are people who know you well, but like you anyway.

Life isn't a rehearsal, you only have one time to get it right.

Good judgment comes from experience, and most experience comes from bad judgment.

A hard thing about business is minding your own.

My opinions might have changed, but I'm still right!

Our imagination is the only limit to what we can hope to have in the future.

I believe in angels,
the Kind that heaven sends
...I'm surrounded
By angels, but I call
Them my best friends

I'll be there to say I care
I'll be there when there's time to spare
I'll be there when you need a friend
I'll be there till the end
I'll be there when we say goodbye
I'll be there when you start to cry.

It's better to let someone think your an idiot than to open your mouth and prove it.

He holds me when i start to cry
Makes me smile with just his eyes
Shares his hopes dreams and fears
Wipes away all my tears
I love him witout regret
I just havent found him yet

when u were born, everyone around u was smiling and u were crying. live ur life so that when u die everyone around u is crying, and ur smiling.

I may be a nobody, but nobody is perfect, so I am glad to be a nobody!!

 
Camping
07.19.04 (10:11 am)   [edit]
Every summer for the past 4 years my family and I go camping for a week or 2. It is always a blast. There are two pools. One is free and the other you have to pay and it has a water slide. Also there is always activities and entertianment. There are water ballon toss, races, hikes, and more. Also every Friday night there is a dance it is so much fun. Every day almost every hour there is a hay ride. There is a lake where you can ride paddle boats and canoes. Also there is like 3 parks. There is also a mini golf court! I can't wait until August 8th! :D
 
Nothing at all
07.18.04 (12:26 pm)   [edit]
Nothing is happening again. :roll: The second week of August I'm going camping! :D Nothing else is happening, I am very bored. SO0oO0oO0oO0o bored!
 
I have more songs but dont feel like typing them
07.16.04 (8:31 am)   [edit]
So nothing much is happening in my life. I'm going camping with my family in 4 weeks. This kid keeps having a crush on me then doesn't. Also he is one of my good friends. I used to have a crush on him but I don't bother anymore. Other than that nothing at all is going on in my life!
 
Song of the Day
07.12.04 (7:46 am)   [edit]

Nothing Can Stop Me


They're spreading rumors about me There acting like they are all that But they are just insignificant human beings to me They tell lies and everyone believes them


Chorus: But I'm done mourning about them I'm done changing my ways Nothing can stop me me from being me Nothing...no nothing...nothing Can stop me...can stop me...can stop me From being me Nothing can stop me from achieving my deams Nothing...no nothing... nothing Can stop me...can stop me...can stop me From achieving my dreams


When I go to school they give me dirty looks And they make me feel like a piece of trash They act like I have no feelings, like I am thin air And I tried, yes I tried, to change my ways to fit in But it didn't work


Chorus

 
Song of the Day
07.12.04 (7:25 am)   [edit]
[u]Alone[/u]


I'm all by myself
All alone
Pushed into the corner
Unnoticable and unimportant
They think I have no feelings
They think I am stupid
But I'm not

Chorus:
I don't think I can take this much longer
I'm letting go, losing grip
I'm all alone
All by myself


What am I going to do
I don't understand
They treat me like a dog
Sit, now stand, now lay down and roll over

I'm all by myself
No one is here for me
No one wants me to be here
I'm all alone

Chorus
 
Song of the Day
07.11.04 (7:56 am)   [edit]
[u]Alone[/u]


I'm all by myself
All alone
Pushed into the corner
Unnoticable and unimportant
They think I have no feelings
They think I am stupid
But I'm not

Chorus:
I don't think I can take this much longer
I'm letting go, losing grip
I'm all alone
All by myself


What am I going to do
I don't understand
They treat me like a dog
Sit, now stand, now lay down and roll over

I'm all by myself
No one is here for me
No one wants me to be here
I'm all alone

Chorus
 
Song of the Day
07.10.04 (9:57 am)   [edit]
[u]Mom[/u]

You are always there for me
No matter what
Even when I am mean
You are always on my side

Chorus:
You are the only one that I can talk to
You always listen and always understand
Without you I would never learn anything
Without you I wounldn't try to be the best me

Mom, I love you
Mom, you are the best
Mom, you always understand
Mom, you sacrifice for me

So I would like to say thank you
For all that you've given me
For all that you've done for me
For all the sacfrices you made for me

Chorus

Thank you
Mom, I love you
Thank you
Mom, you are the best

Chorus
 
Song of the Day
07.07.04 (8:03 am)   [edit]
[u]I Need to Know[/u]

When I see you
My heart sinks
Do I love you

Chorus:
I don't know
Do you feel the same way
Do you want me
I need to know

Do you think about me nonstop
Do I think about you nonstop
Am I crushing on you
I don't understand
My heart is confused

Chorus

You used to talk to me
Now it is like we never met
Are you being shy because you like me
Are you trying to act cool

Chorus

Just be yourself
Whatever happens is for the best
But Do you like me
Do I like you
 
Song of the Day
07.06.04 (6:16 am)   [edit]
[u]Give up[/u]

My life feels like it is collasping
I feel as if I can't go on
I want to give up

Chorus:
But I can't
I have to make it
It's hard
But I have to make it

I feel lonely
As if no one likes me
I feel depressed
Because I am all byt myself
I just want to give up

Chorus

It feels as if I can't go on
I want to give up
I just want to give up

Chorus

I have to make it
So I can show everyone
I'll prove them wrong
But I feel like I can't make it
 
Song of the Day
06.29.04 (9:31 am)   [edit]
[u]Confused[/u]

Seeing the world pass me by
Just standing still and thinking
What am I suppose to do
Everything feels wrong

Chorus:
I'm confused
Am I all alone
I'm confused
Does anyone like me
I don't know
all I know is
I'm confused

I'm hoping that everything will turn out just right
I don't know know if I am going to make it
I hope I do
But you never know

Chorus x2
 
Poem of the Day
06.28.04 (8:50 am)   [edit]
Pressure

I feel the pressure creeping up on me
I can hardly breath
My heart is racing
I don't know if I have time

I am trapped
I am in a dark room
The walls are closing in on me
I don't know if I will make it

I feel the pressure creeping up on me
I can hardly breath
My heart is racing
I don't know if I have time
 
Poem of the Day
06.26.04 (9:24 am)   [edit]
[u]Lies[/u]

Lies, lies, lies
Even more lies
Life is full of lies
Everyone denies

Lies because of shame
Lies because of jealousy
Lies because the want something
Lies to hurt people

Lies, lies, lies
Even more lies
Life is full of lies
Everyone denies
 
Poem of the Day
06.25.04 (8:10 am)   [edit]
School

Going to this prison
Being looked up with all these people
No one knows me
No one gives me a chance
Everyone has to give me this look
It makes me feel like a piece of trash
I just want to give up
Lose hope in life
Stop letting these people hurt me
But then I think
why do I care about them
I will get through this
I can't let them keep me down

 
Poem
06.24.04 (9:56 am)   [edit]
[u]Life[/u]

Sometimes Life hurts
Sometimes Life is wonderful
You make mistakes and learn from them

Sometimes life pushes you down
It is up to you to get back up
Dont take life seriously
You'll never come out of it alive

Sometimes you feel like you can't go on
You have too because
Life goes on...


For now on I will post a poem or song a day until I run out of songs and poems!
 
Competition/Six Flags
05.30.04 (9:16 am)   [edit]
On friday I had a competition for chorus at West Springfield High School and I came in 2nd place out of like 20 chorus. I got a gold medal it is so cool. Almost all of the chorus was highschoolers but ours. After that we went to six flags. It was awesome. It was so sunny and hot. I went to the water park and went on water slides and went in the pool and on this raft. I wanted to go on a rollercoaster but I went on the other rides and didn't have enough time. I went on the floom. It was so cool. I was soaked! I went on the buzzsaw which is one of those giant swings that go over the bar. I felt like I was going to fall out of it, but it was still cool. I went on this optical allusion ride where it looked like you were on the ceiling. I think the house was moving. It was called hudinii. I was going to go on this ride called the tomahawk but I ran out of time. It went back and forth and spun around at the same time. I went on the bumper cars and got stuck in reverse. I didn't know that bumper cars could go in reverse! Well that's all I can remember bye everyone!
 
Concert
05.24.04 (5:17 pm)   [edit]
I just came back from my chorus concert! We rocked! It was so cool! My teacher is so mean though which kinda ruined it. There were a couple people waving and whispering to each other and my teach flipped out! She was whispering mean thing to us between songs. But what can ya do? Nothing. I wasn't the one being bad but the immature peeps ruin it for the rest of us. At the end after she closed the curtains she was yelling at us. What if someone heard her? She is such a retard! She was saying like it doesn't matter how good your voice is because your behavior ruined it. She is such a retard! Well other than that I guess we did ok we only praticed out songs like 5-10 times but whatever. I have to go to Springfield, MA on friday to compete against other ppl. Wish me luck!

~Cassandra~
 
singing, dancing, acting
05.23.04 (9:19 am)   [edit]
Singing comes natural to me!! I was born with a microphone in my hand. Ever since I could walk I've been dancing! Acting is a lil harder but still prettty easy. My mom says I'm a drama queen. I can't wait til I'm older!! I would start my career now but I am a lil shy with my voice and I want to go to college and stuff. Just thinking about the future gets me excited!! Well I am going to go pratice cya!

~Cassandra~ :D
 
Triplethreat
05.22.04 (7:09 am)   [edit]
I am going to be a triplethreat!! I can't wait til I walk down the red carpet!! Incase you don't know a triplethreat is a singer, actress, and dancer. You will see me on stage during live concerts! On music videos singing and dancing. In the cinemas and on the TV for my acting career. I will be everywhere! It is impossible not to see me!!!
Here are [i]some[/i] actresses that inspired me:

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Julia Roberts

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Sandra Bullock

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Cameron Diaz

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Brittney Murphy

[i]Some [/i]singers that inspired me:

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Jessica Simpson

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Beyonce

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Ashanti

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Avril

~Cassandra~

 
personality quiz
05.17.04 (10:42 am)   [edit]
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aten
your best quality isyou're intelligent
your worst quality isnothing
this is becauseIts who you are (you're perfect)
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
 
My aunt
05.17.04 (8:26 am)   [edit]
My aunt is going to have a baby boy in August!! She had a baby shower yesterday (I haven't seen here since like January) and she looked so much like a mom. She looked older than my mom who is 35 and my aunt is 22. My aunt's stomach was huge. It was hard to picture her like that because she was always skinny. I would have never guessed she was going to be that big. But I guess everyone changes. Still it is hard to see her like that even though it is because she is pregant. Well that is all for now!!!

~Cassandra~ :shock:
 
Quotes
05.15.04 (7:31 am)   [edit]
Worry about your character and not your reputation, because your character is who you are, and your reputation is just what people think about you.
EVIL is just LIVE spelled backwards!!
Good, better, best; never let it rest till your good is better and your better is best.
Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll still land among the stars.
You are a person... there's not a person on the planet who doesn't have a purpose... don't forget that...
great love and great accomplishment equal great risk
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.
Think freely, feel deeply, reach for the sky. you have only failed only when you have failed to try. Welcome love,dream dreams, wish on a star. the best part of you is who you really are.

:lol: :lol: :lol:
 
A song I wrote for my mom!!
05.09.04 (6:49 am)   [edit]
[u]Mom[/u]

You are always there for me
No matter what
Even when I am mean
You are always on my side

Chorus:
You are the only one that I can talk to
You always listen and always understand
Without you I would never learn anything
Without you I wounldn't try to be the best me

Mom, I love you
Mom, you are the best
Mom, you always understand
Mom, you sacrifice for me

So I would like to say thank you
For all that you've given me
For all that you've done for me
For all the sacfrices you made for me

Chorus

Thank you
Mom, I love you
Thank you
Mom, you are the best

Chorus :D
 
another song I wrote:
05.08.04 (6:18 am)   [edit]
[u]I Need to Know[/u]

When I see you
My heart sinks
Do I love you

Chorus:
I don't know
Do you feel the same way
Do you want me
I need to know

Do you think about me nonstop
Do I think about you nonstop
Am I crushing on you
I don't understand
My heart is confused

Chorus

You used to talk to me
Now it is like we never met
Are you being shy because you like me
Are you trying to act cool

Chorus

Just be yourself
Whatever happens is for the best
But Do you like me
Do I like you :wink: